ARGH

Feb. 18th, 2010 11:23 am
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Too much to do today.

--Clean bathroom
--Do laundry, especially pajamas
--Find that paperwork for Mama Terry
--Find jewelry jar
--Go for walk
--Test hairstyle for tomorrow night
--Figure out if I actually want to show up for Sim tonight or get two hours more rest for tomorrow
--Write up Luna's sheet for Saturday
--Start choreographing ("Umbrella", "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger")
--Finish reviewing Atalanta app.
--Do dishes
--Excavate all luggage to find shimmer lotion and magenta lipstick
--Get some actual sleep, or what passes for it
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I'm done with winter. I'm done with country living. I'm done with my optimism getting me nowhere. Every time I get excited about doing something or going somewhere or having something, no matter how simple or how uncluttered, it falls to pieces. It snows, or I get sick, or the money vanishes and Tim doesn't want to worry me, so he won't tell me what it was needed for. I'm tired of waking up to apologetic phone calls and hearing sympathy in voices. It's the most exhausting thing in the world to try and be patient, to sit back and say, "another time". There have been enough "other times". Patience has done nothing but drive wedges between me and my friends.

I'm also finished with not being able to do anything about it. But there's nothing to be done about that, either.
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I am a hateful person.

Maybe it's the depression talking. Maybe I'm just low on blood sugar (when and what did I last eat). But I'm sitting up here in my room, crying because a snowstorm has kept me from going to a LARP and now I'm realizing that I am possibly the most narcissistic person I know because of that.

(not crossposting, because I'll only get told what people have been telling me forever and it's something that'll have to fucking wait until after the holidays)
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They sucked me in with the hilarity and heartwarming of both Deschanel sisters on an episode of Bones. Fine. But, I still refuse to watch Fox after they've canned three of my favorite shows because of ratings that they ruined themselves. I'll start back on that boycott after this episode.

And I think the song that they have playing right now is by Regina Spektor. The voice sounded right.
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I'm worn the hell out. I don't know why. I haven't done anything today. I slept late, I didn't really work, I haven't written much today. I feel like a useless blob.

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