You know you're depressed when...

[twistdfateangel]

 A friend's very sound advice turns out to be taking you in the opposite direction you wanted to go and you are upset because of it. And then, you cry, because you know you're being childish and an idiot and you should really knock it the fuck off. But, you can't. You can't stop crying and you can't stop fussing and watching your plans and all sorts of things go their own way. Your friends are fighting and other friends are trying to help and the thing that sends you over the edge is so damn stupid, you feel dumb just writing about it.

God help me, I'm a mess. Here's hoping the guy I'm seeing tomorrow might have some answers.

Comments

[kol]

*HUUUUUUUUUUUUGS* I'm sending you awesome vibes, it sounds like you need them. <3

[twistdfateangel]

Thanks. The turtle-y icon helps (Yo quiero la tortuga!). I'm seeing a therapist today for the first time in ages, so with any luck he can tell me what's going on.

[kol]

Feel free to snag the turtle icon-- I grabbed it from someone on LJ, after all. And sometimes even the smallest things like an icon can help <3.

*sends more awesome vibes*

I hope your new guy is good and everything you need him to be :D