Autopsy came back

[twistdfateangel]

 It was suicide. Wednesday night. Shit.

I was looking at dolls. He was talking about retiring his vampire PC and so I wanted dolls that looked like our married vampire couple. I found one Wednesday night.

Shit.

Comments

[tatterpixie]

...Oh my hell, Brenna. My buddy Turk just lost a House brother to suicide Wednesday night too -- different guy, but still. ;_____; I'm so so sorry.

[whatistigerbalm]

:(

[ambientfiligree]

I cannot find anything to say but tired, trite phrases, but I really am so sorry for your loss.

[alyss_heart]

I'm so sorry, Brenna! My thoughts are with you! *hugs*

[impersona]

I hope you are not taking this as a personal failure, because suicide is never the fault of one friend, or one loved one. You cared about him and did the best you could.

We love you and hope that you take care of yourself in this time.

[twistdfateangel]

Thanks. I've stopped blaming myself. If he did kill himself, I blame the people he went to for help, who did nothing because he wasn't showing the critical signs, even though he'd made the attempts before.

It turns out that no, they hadn't autopsied yet, so I choose to believe that his heart just gave out. His family has a history of bad hearts, and that way, nobody is at fault for his death.