A epiphany, I has one

[twistdfateangel]

I am a hateful person.

Maybe it's the depression talking. Maybe I'm just low on blood sugar (when and what did I last eat). But I'm sitting up here in my room, crying because a snowstorm has kept me from going to a LARP and now I'm realizing that I am possibly the most narcissistic person I know because of that.

(not crossposting, because I'll only get told what people have been telling me forever and it's something that'll have to fucking wait until after the holidays)

Comments

[impersona]

I don't know what it's worth, but I can tell you that the LAST word I would associate with you is 'hateful'. Patient and graceful are the first two words that spring to mind, actually.

I rage because I always get scheduled to work when my favorite TV show, when I know I should be only grateful that I have work. But I think we all have little selfish twinges like that, and it doesn't reflect badly on your character in general <3

[twistdfateangel]

Patient? Graceful? Me?

That's actually worth a lot. But, I guess those are words I've never attached to myself.

Thanks, hon. That helped a great deal.